Outta my mind.

I've been getting worse.
Getting bored with my life.
Getting tired of my work.
I never want my life to be a mess.
Little did i know,
That even myself,
I don't know well.
Not at all.
I'm lost.
Yes, i'm lost.
Directions?
I can't tell which is which.
I'm confused,
So confused that i'm going mad.