Friday, April 06, 2007

6 April, Friday

Someone woke me up and that was my sis.
I still wanna sleep but...
Gotta head to the temple already.
To pray to my Grandpa and Aunt...
I miss them but they're gone.
Well, this is life...
ANd reality...
CHanged and got there.
Helped to fold the papers
Help to set everything up
And pray
Incense
Smoky
Crowded
Haven't seen my cousins since New Year.
Nothing really changed except for their height.
Taller and taller...
As for me, nothing changes.
Except i think...
I got fatter instead.
Hahahaha...
And some came to my house.
All 3 com was switched on.
My bro, of course with his gay partner =x
And me, roaming about.
My sis, she was stuck on her lappy.
Everything's alright today.
At noon, most of them left already.
Except for YeeSen, my bro's gay partner and best buddy
I was uploading the game, LastChaos
Seemed not bad to me.
I played Corum Online already...
But ehhhh...
How come it's so like TV console game?
But ya, it's alright but i don't like the way it is =x
I still like Elysium more...
I miss those buddies.
So sad everyone's already gone playing diff games.
It's alright.
Took a nap while uploading...
Finally finished upload but corrupted.
Dammit.
Tried again...
By the time then, it was 9pm.
Installed and patched, tried it.
Surprisingly good.
And no lag.
Great.
The functions are like Rappelz.
The shortcut keys are exactly the same.
Characters are also about the same but different uhhhh designs...
Great graphics it had.
Not a bad game to start on.
I really wanted to continue to play but i need to sleep.
Gotta work n the morning tomorrow...
Opening...
Like it and also hate it.
ARGH!





I don't really like to visit the temple.
You know why?
It makes me think of those who passed away.
It makes me miss them and wanna cry.
I really miss them even though i know they're gone for good.
I'm so tired to act of what i am not.
Working really makes me hate myself sometimes.
Quickly end the holidays and start school please!
I miss school, escpecially the craps and scraps.
I hate the person in the mirror.
I don't want to have bad dreams
I don't want to have a broken dream
I want a solid dream
Please let me dream of something sweet tonight...
Bright 3/4 moon tonight and i'm working early tmr morning.
I miss my real life
I miss my happy days
I miss my life without having to wear mask
I miss my life without having to pretend
I miss my life without having to feign ignorant
July please come early

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