i really miss the kids.
sometimes i really wish i had my own kid but its just on a whim.
i don't even know what is love and what it is like...
i can't even begin to think about it.
maybe...
just maybe, i can't love anyone anymore.
can it be the past still haunting me?
or is it because i'm really numb?
or i'm just scared that it'll hurt?
i don't know anymore.
i don't want to think either.
i just want to leave everything as it is.
how selfish i am, i know.
i shall not think about it for the moment...
i'm sorry for those who like me.
really sorry.
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