Do you feel like your life isn't really your life?
I always feel that way, somehow or rather.
My life is in a mess that I don't even know how to fix anymore.
Maybe to some, it isn't messed up.
But to me, I know clearly I've messed it up.
I'm clumsy handling things and always out of focus.
Am I in the right track?
I always thought about it.
There isn't a definite answer.
There's no one to tell you where to go.
And you can't correct the mistakes anymore.
Blindly heading towards somewhere I might not fit.
I'm losing my confidence, losing myself and losing grip.
It all still comes to the same conclusion.
You still have to face it, and continue to walk the wrong.
I'm going to hate myself more.
And I know it.
And I couldn't care less anymore.
I hope everything will clear up.
Soon.
May God bless me.
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