A cloudy day befitting of a foolhardy girl.

Just now was really weird, really.

I don't know if they were acting or it was just me.

Everything, seriously... Just felt unnatural.

Maybe it was me who was over-sensitive?

I need to rid myself of these thoughts.

It really feels unpleasant to be suspecting your own friends and it seemed like you're up against the whole world, even if you knew them.

This is just so sad.

What did I do to make things to come to this?

I just don't know what's wrong anymore.

Maybe it's my personality that's just so wrong.

Although it felt better than yesterday.

I got to move on.

I'm not going to spend my time wondering on these things that may just be my own problems.

I really feel like I have depression sometimes.

I can't even smile and I'm always unhappy.

I feel like I'm never there and I don't know how to help them.

I never was a good friend, never.

I'm so selfish.